? Thursday, May 14, 2009
I feel you, Johanna,
I feel you.
I was half convinced I'd waken,
Satisfied enough to dream you.
Happily I was mistaken, Johanna.
I'll steal you, Johanna,
I'll steal you.
I'll steal you, Johanna,
I'll steal you.
Do they think that walls could hide you?
Even now, I'm at your window.
I am in the dark beside you,
Buried sweetly in your yellow hair.
I feel you, Johanna,
And one day I'll steal you!
Til I'm with you then,
I'm with you there,
Sweetly buried in your yellow hair!
thats such a sad song, but i cant help listening to it. my minds been muddled of late, but i think ive got it all sorted out now. i watched sweeney todd yesterday night, and i sat there thinking, man, i want revenge too. but not in a cannibalistic way though. when this song played, my heart just crashed and burned. anthony was so, in love. i couldnt help but give him my heart. my heart, wasnt that bright when i gave it to him. yesterday, it broke into a million pieces. i guess you dont save me a seat in your own heart. today, i was called irresponsible, but was i to blame? geared and ready to go, i couldnt, restricted, by you, or lack there of. i wish you would see what its like, and you want to know who inspired what youre reading right now. i cant say. now, my feelings intensifies with every time i listen to that song. jcb is so nice, i feel like giving him a big hug. i feel like i can tell him anything in the world, and he'll listen. i dont know about anyone else, but the weather the past few days has been rather gray. and i dont know if its going to get better sir. the saying goes, the past is history, tomorrow is a mystery. but now is a gift, thats why its called the present. if i put past my past, the only thing left is to embrace my time, and hope for a better tomorrow.
chapter it.5:34 PM