? Friday, September 04, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IrHee0ih_4&feature=fvstI watched my dad walk out the door,
Shattering my world behind,
I knew Id never see him again,
And it hurt so much inside,
Yelled at the sky,
Why is it this way?
look at myself I just cant get straight,
My life is so hazy,I even lost my baby,
My soul is yearning and I just need to change,
Too many chances and I blew it,
So hungry and I have no one,
And I just keep hanging on,
And I just keep hanging on,
And I just keep hanging on,
Never gonna give up,
I live my life,
Feel better each and every day,
Im not gonna quit so there
Sick of this Shit so there
Never gonna give up,
I live my life,
Feel better each and every day,
yea,
Everythings gonna be okay,
yea,
Everythings gonna be okay
In my tub I just want to end,
All I really feel is pain,
My life is crap I got nothing to lose,
And everything to gain,
So alone no one even sees me,
No job to free the debts I achieved,
Just feel like Im losing,
My heart just keeps on bruising,
My futures blurring and I gotta think quickly,
Why now he doesnt deserve this,
I am gonna go crazy soon,
And I just keep hanging on,
Please keep hanging on,
Please keep hanging on,
Never gonna give up,
I live my life,
Feel better each and every day,
Im not gonna quit so there
Sick of this Shit so there
Never gonna give up,
I live my life,
Feel better each and every day,
yea,
Everythings gonna be okay,
yea,
Everythings gonna be okay
Even if u wanna cry,
Gonna be better just take the ride,
Something tells me youll be fine,
The strength inside you is gonna shine
Never gonna give up,
I live my life,
Feel better each and every day,
Im not gonna quit so there
Sick of this Shit so there
Never gonna give up,
I live my life,
Feel better each and every day,
yea,
Everythings gonna be okay,
yea,
Everythings gonna be okay
Never gonna give up,
I live my life,
Feel better each and every day,
Im not gonna quit so there
Sick of this Shit so there
Never gonna give up,
I live my life,
Feel better each and every day,
yea,
Everythings gonna be okay,
yea,
Everythings gonna be okay.
this is by far the saddest song ever. but at the same time, it gives me hope. ive been thinking, people always assume alot of things about me: that girls crazy, she has add, shes some weirdo who wont shut up. then again, shes up for anything, her self esteem is so high, she'll excel in everything. i hate expectations of me, assumptions too, because they put alot of pressure on. over the years, i really think that people dont know me as well as they like to think. even best friends who think i reveal all, theres still alot of things i keep to myself. theres even more about myself i dont know about. but something i do know for a fact, life can be the bitch from hell, and sometimes, you just cant outbitch her.
chapter it.11:53 PM